What Are You Feeling Right now?

Satisfied. I've been on a yuri manga binge lately. =3

Happy because I got Final Fantasy XIII-2!!

I've had it with philosophy for a bit. I'm exhausted. I have three days to do literature.

Sick, tired, very crabby, and trying very hard to bite down on all of that and not vent it on my wife, who doesn't deserve to be crabbed at!

Depressed. Angry. Violent. Murderous. Destructive. Ill. I want to cry. I want to faint. I want to scream. I want to hurt someone. I want someone to hurt me. I want to get into fight and walk away with bruises while leaving a bite mark. I want to put my brain and heart into a box and send it down the Nile for the crocs to eat. I don't want to feel. I don't want to exist. I'm tired of weaving my hand basket over the flames. I'm tired of being a screw up. I'm tired of only feeling good when looking in on someone's fictional life. I'm tired of being tired.

And you know the funny thing? It's been a pretty good day. Not one shitty part except for waking up in a foul mood.

RevalisPyross wrote:Depressed. Angry. Violent. Murderous. Destructive. Ill. I want to cry. I want to faint. I want to scream. I want to hurt someone. I want someone to hurt me. I want to get into fight and walk away with bruises while leaving a bite mark. I want to put my brain and heart into a box and send it down the Nile for the crocs to eat. I don't want to feel. I don't want to exist. I'm tired of weaving my hand basket over the flames. I'm tired of being a screw up. I'm tired of only feeling good when looking in on someone's fictional life. I'm tired of being tired.

And you know the funny thing? It's been a pretty good day. Not one shitty part except for waking up in a foul mood.

I know the feeling Rev, and I'm sure a lot of other people here do too. Just do the best you can :/

Like I want to be to myself and just play my game rather than deal with reality for a bit.Yet at the same time I desire the company of another person to talk to.

I'm depressed in my thinking because the doctor refuses to give me my medicine and I am going throw a relapse and manic highs and lows.

Sick, when you are mentally sick you end up becoming physically sick at some point due to the stress you go through.

My mood swings of highs and lows conflicting confuse me.

Underwhelmed. Black Rock Shooter may or may not be a good show, but it's got a serious hype-to-value gap. It's the Matt Leinart of anime!

(On the other hand, today's ep. of Bodacious Space Pirates took yet another level in awesome for what was already an extremely good show. Kind of the opposite there...go in with zero hype, low expectations, and end went up with big smiles.)

Like I should go back to bed and rest but I don't want to do that.Tired, Lazy...

Well, my dad and mom are ecstatic that the Giants won. I'm just happy I got to see the Puppy Bowl. ^^

I feel depressed with video games as my only guide out of it.

Very, very, veryveryveryveryvery stressed. Which is why I haven't been around that much.

Stressed, fascinated and disbelieving all over the same thing. orz

I'm just tired and lonely right now.

Extremely lonely.

Frustrated because I ordered a bunch of something rather than 2.
It sucks major ass right now and I am wanting my money back NOW!

Sleepy. Very, very sleepy. Some guy in a top hat and cape is swinging a watch in front of my eyes sleepy...

I'm feeling confused but I want to work harder on the things I am confused about.I want to work towards making my relationship better also.

I'm feeling happy because I thought for a few days there that the board had completely died when I was away from it for a couple of weeks!

DezoPenguin wrote:I'm feeling happy because I thought for a few days there that the board had completely died when I was away from it for a couple of weeks!

W-well...

I am feeling happy since I had rested and that helps.
I need to eventually buy a pen tablet...but there are other things to do.

Demon wrote:

DezoPenguin wrote:I'm feeling happy because I thought for a few days there that the board had completely died when I was away from it for a couple of weeks!

W-well...

*snicker* We know you and Kiros had to get some rest from carrying our weight, y'know.

DezoPenguin wrote:

Demon wrote:

DezoPenguin wrote:I'm feeling happy because I thought for a few days there that the board had completely died when I was away from it for a couple of weeks!

W-well...

*snicker* We know you and Kiros had to get some rest from carrying our weight, y'know.

Lol, I have been pretty busy lately.
I just make a post every now and then obsess over things going on in my life in my spare time.

...quite the sense of "bullet dodged" right now. My wife was making ice tea in the kitchen and knocked over a three-gallon pitcher of boiling water. Thankfully, she mostly missed herself and only suffered minor burns on one hand, her side, and one foot. And my grandmother, who wasn't expected to live out the weekend (last weekend, not this one), rallied and pulled back from the edge so she's back to where she was before (which, mind you, isn't at all good--she's 98 and in hospice care, but a win is a win, right?

I hope things get better for you, Dezo.


As for what I am feeling...it's a mixture of many things...
I know I am happy that I spent time with my friends.
As for my personal life it leaves me a little confused.
I'm going to work on myself in the mean time until things get resolved.